Friday, July 22, 2011

My lie?

Selena come home please ! We miss you and want you back. But remember you can't do this or that. You can't be yourself and u can't be who u wanna be. But you can still come home. It feels like someone has died with you gone. Will you please come back ?
Oh yes mom. I'll hide who I am. I've done it for this long. I can do it again. But why should I have to ? Why can't I be who I wanna be. Doesn't pastor always preach on not wearing a mask. Well I've taken mine off and now you can't bear to see me without my mask. I can't be my true self no more. Not around you. I can be me around everyone else but not you. Why can't I be the person I want to be around my own mother. My flesh and blood. The person who gave birth to me. The one who went through pain just to bring me into this world. And I don't mean just physical pain. You went to emotional, spiritual, and physical. You went through all this to bring me here so I can fulfill and be the person u couldn't. But how am I supposed to do that when I can't me ?? Please mom. Just take me for me.



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