I just don't understand.
Why can't I have another chance?
And how are you going to give it to me if you won't listen?
I'm trying to prove myself, but no.
It just doesn't make a difference. I'm tired of trying.
I Domt want to do this.
Here's my token of love: a kiss. It's not much, but it's all I've got. I've numbed myself to all the pain.
I think I've had enough of this rain.
I've failed the game.
I can't press "start" and do it all over again.
That's in fantasy land, the real world is hard.
It's got it's weapons loaded with fire.
And their firing at me.
Well, the world has hurt me enough.
They've stuffed me with enough plastic to be a fake to last me my lifetime.
Is there even really a god?
If so, send me a sign!
I'm tired of being somebody
I'm not.
I've pretended long enough.
No more for me.
I love you all but don't cry. Please.
Thank you for what you've done. I won't forget ... Even in death. One again ... I love you all.